It is 10 am and I am sitting on the floor of a church waiting for my girls to finish class. While we are still homeschooling this year…the IE Twins are taking some outside classes. I think it’s a great option for them to experience a “school” environment without losing the reason that we wanted to home school in the first place.
The first two years we’ve pretty much gone solo in our home school adventure but this year we decided to add a bit of twist and interest. So far, it’s pretty awesome.
The IE Twins have really had a great time meeting other kids, new teachers and having the opportunity to realize that mom isn’t just blowing smoke when I remind them to “raise their hands”, “wait their turn” , “stay in their chair“…etc.
I like the reinforcement but it is kind of hard to hear others directing, reprimanding or dictating do’s and dont’s to your child.
I realize that is what they need to do so I pretty much stay “invisible” and allow the teachers to be teachers. I am aware that it’s part of life but it’s hard.
My girls have been with me everyday of their life for the past 7 years so it is going to take some getting use too…the idea of being apart…hence why I am trying to be invisible around the corner from the room…blogging away.
Skylar isn’t quite ready for mom to drop her off and leave. This morning she was confident that today would be the day Mommy could drop her off. The morning started great but as the class started to walk away she turned around, rushed back to me and said in a whisper “Please stay mommy”.
So here I am….
The hardest part of being a mother…giving your child wings and then letting them fly.
Soon enough she’ll be flying away but for now…I’ll sit patiently on the floor. Giving her the courage she needs. One day I’ll be able to drive off and then one she will too.
Until then….here I sit and it’s totally okay.
































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